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Current music:	Jann Arden || Hangin by a thread

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Come See

The Deer Valley

Winter Dance Concert !!!

So my opening night for my dance show was tonight. I messed up. whatever. I screwed up the triple into a leap thing and rolled up on my toe, its kinda unhappy-ish. whatev. Jacki and my dad were the only ones that came. My dad was nice and told me which ones he liked the most and yadda yadda and helped set up stuff with the other dance team parents. When I came home jacki was all "you did so good! dancin and smilin out there." and that was all and then she started talking about the foster kids mother and how werid she was. whatever. I'm excited to see my mom tomorrow and for her to meet all my friends and i'm nervous for her to see me dance. she hasnt seen me since my frosh yr when i was only in one beg. dance and now i'm in eight dances. I really hope I don't screw up. Ashley Bennet screeched on stage twice. it was quite funny. The Senior Flappers were cute. Deanna's solo made Ashley cry. I don't know whats going on this weekend or whats up with shae or janet. But I'm still looking forward to seeing my mommy. I've really missed her.

When I cry, I close my eyes
And every tear falls down inside
And I pray with all my might
That I will find my heart in someone's arms
When I cry, cry

When I cry
When I am sad I think of every awful thing I ever did
Oh When I cry, there is no love,
No there is nothing that can comfort me enough
When I cry,
Cry, cry

The salt inside my body ruins everyone I come close to
My hands are barely holding up my head
I am so tired of looking at my feet
Or all the secrets that I keep

My heart is barely hangin' by a thread
Hangin' by a thread
I miss you all
I wish I was with you now
I wish I was

until the next beaver ... *ttfn*